St. Augustine's conversion in the Spiritual World
The Unification Principle
I,
Augustine, have found a new truth here in the spiritual world. This is the
Unification Principle. It was in a large lecture hall that I first came to hear
the Principle. Since many people could freely come and hear the lectures there,
I could listen to them without worrying about incurring any obligation. Seeing
that the Principle was very logical and systematic, I felt urged to hear more.
Later, I even arranged for private lectures. I sometimes asked new questions
during a lecture. I found the Unification Principle very helpful. The content
ranging from the Principle of Creation to the Principle of Restoration was
deeply moving. I asked the lecturer where the root philosophy of the Principle
came from, whereupon he explained the advent of the Messiah and His purpose and
said, "The Principle came from the Messiah." He also explained to me
about the earthly activities of the Messiah.
At
this time, I fell into no small confusion thinking, "If the Messiah came
to the earth, who can save the multitude of spirits here in the spiritual
world, and what can be done for the numerous people who dedicated their whole
lives to faith and spiritual discipline in service to the Messiah without being
in the right time for the benefits of the age? I struggled immensely in my
heart because I was also a part of this unfortunate crowd. As I asked why not
everyone could know and benefit from the Messiah's coming, I felt that the
situation was so unfair and bitter, and I lost my calm. However, it was not
just because of the advent of the Messiah that the Unification Principle
greatly surprised me.
I
felt that the Unification Principle is a formula course for human beings, that
it is too certainly true to doubt. But I could not easily accept the Principle
view on the advent of the Messiah. After struggling over it for a few days, I
offered a prayer. I went back, expressed my heart to the lecturer, and decided
to hear again the explanation of the timing of the Messiah's appearance.
The
lecturer's explanation helped a great deal. He said that, rather than feel
bitter about having failed to receive the benefit of the age, I would live a
much more valuable life and practice correct faith if I studied carefully about
the Messiah who had come. As I heard this, I felt pain as if my heart were
being carved out. I could not believe that the Messiah had returned, and wished
that it were not true. "All these fluent lecturers of Divine Principle
must be disciples of the Messiah, and what have I been doing so far to hear
such news only now?" Thinking thus, I was intensely tormented by
irresistible regret and pain.
Nevertheless,
I could not deny even a bit of the Unification Principle, which had already
taken deep root in my heart. The Principle of Creation explains about God, the
process of God's creation, and the Universal Prime Force; Eschatology and Human
History reveals God's regrets and laments over His having created human beings;
and the chapters on the providence of restoration explain that all people are
to return to the original form and that human history is God's providence of
restoration.
All
these points are an utterly undeniable and absolute truth. Where can there be a
truth that is clearer than this! After completely emptying my heart, I
reflected on Rev. Moon's bloody battles in the physical and spiritual worlds
until he discovered the Principle. I also felt very deeply that the Last Days
of human history are near. Refreshing my mind, I started thinking beyond my
bitterness to reckon the vast pain and sorrow of all humankind throughout the
history of God's providence of restoration. I determined to accept as my
eternal truth the Unification Principle and the words of truth spoken by the
Rev. Moon. Firmly pledging to live as one of the youngest and humblest
disciples of Rev. Moon, who has revealed the Unification Principle, I declared
my conversion in the spiritual world.
May 22,
2000
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